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[May. 24th, 2004|10:09 pm] |
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Dear diary. Why cant I just be happy? I want an EMO boy soooooooooooooo much, Its unbelievable how much i crave an emo boy... Wid their cute messy hair and their cool shoes and cloths :) muahahah and thier personalities :D aargh
ANNyway i dont really like puttin ppl into groups like that... but u get wat i mean by emo boys :)
love sam x |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|10:02 pm] |
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Dear diary
I broke up with craig. Wow sam can keep a relationship cant she...No it didnt feel right.. It was making me feel really unhappy...
Thats all I want to say on the matter |
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[May. 23rd, 2004|11:49 am] |
Dear diary.
Last night was interesting...
I went to heathers party :) It was pretty gr8 actually...I got extremely drunk.... not as bad as katy was though :p
She was throwin up everwhere. On the bouncy castle...near the swings..in the toilet..And i fuckin stood in the bastard! GRR!:O lol.
I met craig...It was pretty fun actually cuz he sed to me after we had been meetin.. "so whats happening between us now? " and i said "I dont know...sup to you." and he sed "Will you get seeing me then?" and I sed "yes." And then we met sum more lmfao :p
Well im kinda scared..never been in a relationship before...Duno wat to expect really.. :(
But im sure ill figure a way :)
love from me xx |
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[May. 22nd, 2004|11:39 am] |
heya.
Today should be fun .... :D
Heather is having a party for her borthday and there is alcohol and cigarettes there.. free :) I have got her a card and i think im putting a fiver in her card. Im going to town with rach lee in a while..Just for a mooch and hopefully so nice underwear :) FROM TOPSHOP :D
Then rach lee is stopping over and we should be on here most the time..
Hopefully I get at least tipsy.
I am loving this emo boy :) muahahah rach knows how fine he is :) muahahah cute cute cute....
God im growing another obsession
EMOOO boyyys
muahahahahhaahahhaha (laughs like a perverted weirdo)
love from me xxx |
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[May. 20th, 2004|09:22 pm] |
god...
EMO BOYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
R GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDS! |
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[May. 19th, 2004|05:11 pm] |
Dear diary.
I am bored.
And have no- one to help me overcome my boredom. gaah. Im going to raid the fridge |
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[May. 14th, 2004|11:14 pm] |
dear diary
Tonight was really kool. Thats all im saying |
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[May. 12th, 2004|09:55 pm] |
Y dont I belong anywer? I dont belong at home! I dont belong anywhere :(
Make me go away ...................from everything..I dont want to be here anymore |
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[May. 12th, 2004|09:38 pm] |
dear mother fucking diary.
I cannot be arsed with certain people. I do not wish to go into detail at the mo bout how im feeling. I cannot be arsed with anything anymore. I just want to focus on good grades for the meanwhile so i can fuk off outta here to uni a.s.a.p! |
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[May. 12th, 2004|05:09 pm] |
im gonna draw a picture, a picture with a twist, ill draw it with a razor blade ill draw it on my wrist, and if i draw it properly a red fountain will appear, to wash away my loneliness and all of my fears.
Nat showed me this and its so puuurdy :D |
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[May. 11th, 2004|09:36 pm] |
dear diary.
Today was FUCKING SHIT. Rozie got soaked off shaun the NOOOb..rach got grounded as well as tara and I got called STUPID, PARANOID AND THICK! gah..i mean it upsets me that I am thick n shit but people dont have to say it to my face.
Well one high- light was I got 17 out of 24 in my physics practise mock exam.. From the lowest mark in the class to the highest in the practice ones. I swear to god im going to revise revise revise for these nxt mocks. I cant be doing with another D. It felt like it was engraved on my head. I just burst out crying and tara took me to the toilets.
I think I should really stay in tomorrow to study sum. I really want to show everyone I can do better!!
Love yas
sambonana xxx |
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[May. 11th, 2004|04:47 pm] |
dear diary,
I need to be entertained *thinks of bald men juggling*
nah that duznt entertain me *thinks of naked jake gyllenhaal juggling* NOW IM ENTERTAINED :d |
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[May. 10th, 2004|05:10 pm] |
dear diary..
Something...................... |
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[May. 10th, 2004|03:54 pm] |
dear diary.
I have noticed that some people lives are falling apart around them...and thier problems are a lot worse than mine. School fuckin sux this year and they are accusing rachel of taking drugs off pendaz n shit..it was a cig at dinner time fgs. Not drugs! Well not bad bad bad drugs... ok ok they r one of the most addictive drugs but they r legal godammit!
Buh bye xxx |
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[May. 9th, 2004|10:19 pm] |
dear diary.
Im scared of losing my best friend over me being jealous that shes so happy with someone. I just feel like a failure all the time...Like im worthless to everybody. I dont want to feel this way but when you feel it so strongly it overpowers you. I want to feel arms round me that are worth more than a "mums" hug..She has to hug u cuz ur her daughter..I want one of those hugs that make you feel so warm and tingly inside that you dont want to ever let go.
In other words I want to be loved by a guy that really means it. That isnt just using you for a meet.
Anyway I think thats all ive got to say.
U dont have to comment. It wud help tho :(
fading away into the background again
Sambox |
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[May. 9th, 2004|06:22 pm] |
gawd i wish sum certain ppl wud fuk off and stop being so fukin 2 faced!!!
and no im not tellin u who they r |
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[May. 9th, 2004|05:06 pm] |
Dear diary. This weekend has been uneventful. I wnt out on friday night. Walked home alone....broke sarahs poor headfones (dont worry im buying her them back!. Slept my nans on Saturday and watched casualty and all that shit. Then listened to my cd player til 2 o clock in the morn.
Then i woke up really late and my nan was just staring at me..... like watchin me sleep. I sat up really qucik to see what the hell was happeneing and she had been waiting for 2 hours for me to wake up so she cud climb over the blow up bed to turn the tv on. I had moved it sidewaysin my sleep so she cudnt get past to put the t.v on. lmfao. heheh
Then I went to pams for dinner and came home to do my skanky german coursework. GRRR sweaty armpitted beasts! |
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[May. 7th, 2004|03:47 pm] |
dear diary.
I am in rachies house :d i am hyper and want cola so much man :d
love from me xxx blaaah man sounds so scally so im never saying it agen :) |
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[May. 3rd, 2004|09:56 pm] |
dear diary.
all i can think about is sex...so im going to not talk about that and shut up! |
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[May. 3rd, 2004|05:44 pm] |
hum de ho.
I feel like I have to write in here...I have no idea why but I just do. I am losing my hair..oh wait it is already lost..on the floor in the hairdressers. No honestly...it falls out when I brush it. I dont mean just little bits and bobs here and there..I mean huge great chunks. I hope I dont have some weird hair disease.
God I cried so much before.
Ant from Manchester got beat up the other night at the station off some drunken yobbos. For no fukin reason. GRRRRRRR. Annyway I saw his picture on msn looking aall happy and smiley and stuff before it happened and it just made me cry so much. The tears were just pourin out and there was nowt i cud do to stop them.
Anyway Im ok now.
Its weird tho cuz I harldy even know the guy and I still felt so bad for him :(
bye bye xx |
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